Ok...

So maybe one who panics over just about everything should not try and start a blog encouraging the world not to panic. :(

I am thinking of deleting this blog...I havent done anything with it in several months,...too busy panicking!!!

This week its that my boss is still upset about me totally forgetting those 2 appointments a couple months ago and thats why she sent me that snarky email and denied me being able to pick up my paycheck like usual-the company has moved the office to her home to save money and we now cant drive to pick our checks up but must wait for them to be mailed-which it took 2 days to get 20 miles down 285...did it come by Pony Express?? I know its all just my paranoia and overactive imagination...and has nothing to do with it...and I did resist the urge to call anotehr pet sitter friend to ask if shed been able to pick her check up..but not because I ruled that as being an irrational paranoid thought...but because I wondered- so what if she did get to..what then? Some questions that I ask..I *really, really* dont want to know the answer to.

The delayed paychecks got me panicking about money again..and changing jobs...because this getting paid once a month and then having to pay rent late well, it aint gonna fly much longer.

I tried to say this means I should handle my money better...for some reason roomie said that wasnt what it meant...still need to rehash that..cause it doesnt make sense why hed disagree on that.

anyways...Ive been so busy panicking that I havent posted anything trying to calm peoples fears about the economy and such.

Im gonna think it over a couple days and see.